Shallow things

Do you know that feeling when everything is wrong,that you are the problem?Well I am feeling so alone ,I do not have friends or someone to talk,and I am the problem because I have a big  ego,but all the girls in the class are talking about boys and shallow things.That is the cause way I love books more than people.How can you complain that you do not have a boyfriend on Valentines day when you do not have period yet,and do not care about the children who do not have mothers ?How can you just thing about your designer clothes when out there someone is dying because he did not have what to wear,and how to eat just at restaurants without giving a  shit for the children who are dying cause they did not have food?
I know that I am not the pearson who has the right to talk about that,and I know that I am shallow too,but I know that ,in life,it is not about how expensive your cellphone was,it is about what you can do,what you can think without your parents to be there telling you what to do and not,because we need to have our mistakes and we must know how the real life is it.
Unfortunately,in this days no one care about what  you can do,they care just about the material things ,and how they expect us to study when the marks are given for the daddys bank account?
That is the problem about our generation,everywhere in this world,but the question is it HOW WILL WE MANAGE TO HAVE A GOOD POPULATION?