I discovered a new book,called ''THE INFERNAL DEVICES ''by Cassandra Clare.She is official my new idoll,a writer who started writting about ''HARRY POTTER''.And how amazing it is that she had such an originall idea about angels and demons,I totally falled in love with her books,and with the characters espacially Will .
Of course that i could not stay away about thinking at me in that time,Victorian London.So I was thinking about my name,DIANA EVERDEEN.I was living in Romania ,Bran,the vampires house.I had a familly my parents and my brother,John.In one night,after my mother kissed for good night,I heard some noises.I went down and saw some demons killing my parents.I was so teriffied!I ran away,but somehow my feet did not make noise ...and I felt down on my knees ,wheeping,without breathing.I stayed there unti those monsteres left.My brother came to me and we went in the kitchen,seeing blood everywhere.My mother was still bleeding,her withe dress had turned in red,and her brown hair was covering her withe ,cold face,and her eyes were so empty ...I wanted to shout,but I knew that she will never come back again,that i had to be strong,that John and me were in a big danger.I took my mother s bracelet and turned to my brother who was looking to my father and then I rembebered how upset I was when he did not buy me a doll,if I had known that I would never see him again ,I had apoogised to him.John took my hand and we got dressed , took some thinks and went away...
After a week of walking in snow ,we arrived at the LONDON INSTITUT.A woman opened a door and she took care of us.We told what happened,but I did not tell about my wheeping.I tryied not to cry in front of her ,I cried just at night,but she heard me and she stayed with me.Every morning ,I was staying at the window,waiting for my parents ,playing with the bloody bracelet.I had waited every day ,for every week in the past 6 months before I realised that they would not come anymore.
Charlotte and Heny became my familly,but I never told that ,Iwas afraid of love someone else.I was staring 2 years at my parent s thinks wich we recovered,I tryed for 2 years to forget ,bbut you cannot forget these things which change you forever,this scar was going to watch me every where ,like a shadow .
When I had 6 years old I decided to start my training wit my brother,that was the only way wich I could help my parents,to be sure that the demons will never hurt another nephilims .I never was cruel altough,I helped everyone,even the people who had hurted me,who cheated me,who I loved and for who I could die for.
When I was 10 ,a boy came to the Insitut,his name was Will.At first,I hated him because he was mean but he enjoyed readin so we became friendlier one with another,and John was like a big brother for him.After a while I met Jessie ,she was the first girl I knew after Charlotte.She was orphan like me,but her parents did not enjoying to be a nephilim,she also thought me to speak French and to saw.but I did not like her atitude about the shadowhunters.
After a while,our family get bigger.A boy from China came,Jem.He was sick,and at first I was afraid and I looked after the door when Charlotte pruaid Will to meet him,He was rude like always,but Jem did not response,he was sad and inocent and when he said about his ilness I got ashamed because I was afraid.
We all satrted our training ,except Jessie.Sometimes we were rude one with eachother, but tht is what a family is doing,John and me became parabatai and we started to kill demons when I had 14 years old,and Will with Jem became parabatai too.
The time was going faster and faster ,like it was flying,and I started to feel something for Will...One day,I did not go to kill demons,but the boys did .In that day everything changed.The faith punched me again .I was playing to piano when Will entered with John in his arms,bleeding like our father.He died ,giving me the family s knife.I cried over his dead body hours and hours before Jem took me away from him.
I was so angry that I lost him that I did not accept the knife ,it harmed my hands,but the pain was not as bad as the pain of his lost.My rune of parabatai started bleeding,and my wrists were red of blood too,but I could not stop crying..Sophie,the housekeeper was the only one who knew about that ansd she told me that I was out of breathing.In those days I felt like a ghos in withe with red runes over my body seeming like blood,but not painfull enough.
